Man. I can totally see how sleep deprivation is an effective torture technique. Seriously. It makes a person feel like they are going crazy. Between my sick two year old and my 6 week old ... I may lose my mind this week. I know lots of people have it worse so I don't want to complain TOO much. Only a little bit.
I'm not going to do anything today. Just rest. I think I keep thinking that I should do stuff while one or the other is sleeping but I really just need to let that go. It's so different with two. I don't know why I thought that one was so hard. I think that the postpartum depression and septic sacroiliac joint might have had something to do with it. It's not SO hard with two... it's just all about timing. And last night J was up coughing almost all night and Z wouldn't go to sleep til after midnight. I think I got four hours. Which isn't horrible but when it seems like it's every night it can get to me.
Anyway... I'll write more later. I just need to lay on the couch for a while.
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