forever in blue jeans

things are good. better than good. I'm pretty happy. I love my girls to bits and pieces. I can't wait to see what Z is going to grow up to be. Hopefully hilarious like her sister. I miss my family. My broken little family. But we are going to make it through Christmas and hopefully next year the pieces will start to be put back together. I'm still nursing and it's going pretty good. Z isn't the greatest eater in the world but we're making it work. She's growing so I know she's getting enough. She's just super gas-tastic. I'm praying most days. I should really take more time to read my bible but I get distracted easily. And I know that is not a good excuse but what is really?