Feeeeeeeeeck

I'm there again. back down to anxiety/depression land. don't know what set me off but know that I'm there and I don't want to be. Went to the doctor again today and she's put me on meds. Well... I sorta put myself on them. So pray for me to get better soon. We're leaving for camping with my parents in two days and I want to start feeling better by then. B's mom is with us all day so I don't have to be alone and so I can just take care of myself and let her take care of the kids. B promised me that I would not be alone for this so we're making arrangements to make that happen. I can't begin to tell you how utterly awful i feel. maybe that will be a new post. i'm pretty out of it right now. my eyes don't want to focus.